Hi ,
What The Heck Am I Doing?
I’ve received multiple emails from a few of you over the last few weeks. (Thank you!!) And, I’ve noticed some recurring themes.
Uncertainty. Confusion at the state of the world. Stuckness. Unsure what decisions to make and how to move forward when you don’t know what the future holds.
I think the core message to know is you are not alone. We are in a place of massive change, transformation and upheaval. And we’re all going through it!!
This last week… (In fact the last few years. Strike that, most of my life) energetically, has been up and down.
One day I feel absolute euphoria, clarity and confidence. I know exactly what I am doing, where I am going and why. I feel driven to do the work I know I am here to do – this!
The next day I wake up with the
thought “what the heck am I doing?” The doubts still exist. The shadow and remnants of past versions of me still exist. Turns out, I don’t have it all figured out - despite the years of work I have done on myself.
In fact, the more I know, the more I realise I don’t know.
It’s Not All Bad
I can definitely see a big difference between the person I am now and the version of me I was 20 years ago. She definitely had no idea what she was doing.
I can also definitely see a massive difference in the level of consciousness and awareness of humanity. Over the last few years, many of us have woken up.
What I have come to realise is that we are on an eternal journey. Individually and together.
If you are feeling confused or shaky I urge you to really look at how far you have come and how much you have grown and evolved - in the last year, five years, ten years, this lifetime. Really see how different you are.
I don’t think there is a destination. There is just one experience after another. Just temporary experiences. Each gives us the opportunity to learn and grow and raise our consciousness and awareness individually and collectively.
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